- Mar 03 Mon 2008 20:45
書蟲計劃:As many as possible!
- Dec 24 Mon 2012 23:59
Jim Goldberg
我對什麼時候是否特別適合什麼攝影家沒有特別的感覺,只有Jim Goldberg,這位生於1953年,以舊金山為基地的馬格蘭攝影師,讓我覺得絕對應該在聖誕節時提一提。
不為別的,就因為這個時候,他有一首自己的主題曲。
- Jun 03 Fri 2011 17:22
A conversation with Stephen Shore
- May 14 Fri 2010 22:52
微物之光
- Feb 24 Wed 2010 23:11
identification
短短的兩個中文字,卻是沉重至斯,是社會結構與人際交關的一切。
沒有認可,就不成為社會的一份子,沒有identification,就沒有identity。
所謂寂寞,也不過就是得不到眾人的認可,群體的接受,通過情感試探糾纏的連結儀式,
成為圓圈裡面的一份子。得不到認同的人,只能永遠地在外圍蒙頭打轉。
我最後體認到了這一點。悲哀地是,我也連帶地認知到了,什麼是寂寞之上的寂寞。
對於必須要終身相伴的這個自己來說,沒有辦法認同自己,沒有辦法接受自己身為如此的樣貌,
沒有辦法喜歡自己。
我一直有著追求的典範,有我理想中應該要身為如此的典型。
常常我會想要成為那樣的人,發憤追趕,
雖然更常地被自己的憊懶打敗,落後得更遠,這種懶惰讓我更討厭自己。
這樣的落後,持續在我的印象中有造成一個在黑暗中連續墜落的畫面,無底洞地,聽不到落地聲地。
惰落,墜落跟惰落只是一線之隔。
我想把自己逐到圈圈外面去。
仔細觀察一下,發現自己總會是落單的那一個,遠遠地離開眾人,
也不會有誰想靠近。 就像磁鐵的同極一樣,總是遠遠地互斥。
我不知道什麼叫做快樂,不知道怎麼樣在我靠近人群的時候把溜走的快樂捉住,
不要讓它在我接近的時候就從眾人中間逃走。
那天我恍然大悟,其實我早就該知道的,我一直都知道:
我從來都不是個討人喜歡的人,即使要走,
也不會有誰想要留下我,或是因為我留下來。
- Feb 24 Wed 2010 22:41
The One I Love / Greg Laswell
Now seeing this, which I see somewhere else...What a good song!
Ya...I should probably say that I’m unsure why I’m running running away from the one I love.
i’m all packed up now early in the morning
i’ll take my leave
i’ll bring your words along with me
maybe one day they will mean something
for now they buzz and crumble down
a little bit too easily
from a time that i am not quite over
what the hell is wrong with me
i might be gone a little while
i guess we’ll see
i gotta make a home outta somewhere
and you’re all over this city
and it’ll take a flight to figure out
where i’m gonna finally land
and the time it takes for me to get there
i’ll be one to start again
but i should probably say that i’m unsure why i’m running
running away from
the only thing i want
yeah, i should probably say that i’m unsure why i’m running
running away from the one i love
and if the plane lifts off
i’ll write you a letter, to say goodbye
and i will make it long and maybe lie just a little
tell you that i’m doing fine
then i’ll send it out and let things be
if not for you
for me and for the time i’ve spent foolishly loving thee
but i should probably say that i’m unsure why i’m running
running away from
the only thing i want
yeah, i should probably say that i’m unsure why i’m running
running away from the one i love
- Aug 07 Thu 2008 08:32
2008.May,June,July
- Apr 23 Wed 2008 00:03
Vivitar roll 01
- Apr 09 Wed 2008 22:31
Love is so short,forgetting is so long.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write,for example, the night is starry
and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.